It’s time to weave them togther
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Yeah Yeah, the title says it all..Hey, dont be eluded, am not gona write a review of the song from Black eyed Peas!Just a "motion" in relation to the happenings of yesterday…!This heart of mine which took me by surprise was able to withstand the hardest conditions of "Thrashing Emotions" by others.I was like hey, Not too bad…I never did imagine myself in such a situation,Praise be to God(Alhamdullilah)HE showered me with the strength to overcome a situation of such…but one thing did happen, Last night, i almost cried my eyes out for no apparent reason. i didn’t understand the emotions overwhelming me that i just cried. i know i’m not sad but i was definitely hurt..so does that give me a reason to cry? As a child I used to be amused with the fact  of why are the adults a bunch of emotional fools;But all fall in pieces now as a adult-Sadly i became one of them, joined the "cohort of red dots tumbling down the hill"… guess it’s just that I hope I will be the person I want to be, it feels like time is going by and I can only pretend to grasp it, it slips through my hands like water.   I want to just feel stable, was it wrong of me to feel in that way…Do i hear you? I think that’s what the mid 20’s are like…Anishar Starts to ponder on.

Listening to such depressing music doesn’t help, yet it soothes me ALOT!drowning myself in the melody of misery!The word misery sounds harsh…(Am so tempted to use the :backspace key: to erase of the word "misery"…A brand new day a brand new start…walk on!

May 31st, 2005 at 7:17 pm


2 Responses to ““La.. La.. La..La..Don’t FunK wItH mY hEArt!”
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      Madhuri says:

    Welcome 2 the world of emotionally-foolish adults! Hehehe…:> The dark clouds will pass nvrtheless..2 make way 4 a new sunny beginning..

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      Aneesha says:

    ahah…Dark clouds(talking about them,that reminds me, was really lucky to catch the brewing of dark clouds to embrace the coming rain at punggol beach once..my my…(MAshallah)that was really beautiful)So come to think of it…Darks clouds are not too bad after all:)