Salinah my characther is writing down her thoughts on her favourite red diray:

Dear Diary,

                 *Crazy:"Send back into the world"Was i really crazy!Maybe Life is!Crazy isnt being broken or swallowing a dark secret,it’s you and me being amphlified,if you told a lie and enjoy it always….(Susana Walker,"Girl Interrupted").

How have you been? It’s been a long time I shared my feelings with you!Guess I really needed you today,You must be wondering what have I written above,wait I would tell you all about it, but before that..You know i actually wanted to give you a name, but then again I thought to myself,names are for humans and animals..I dont just wana name you and restrict you in this circle.Anyway I just let you be who you are.I would like you to know that you are very special to me, as you share my inner most feelings which no one knows about.I am sitting under my block, waiting for my family members to return home,enjoying the cool breezebrushing against my hair, enjoying every moment of this quietness and stillness(hope nothing would disrupt it)Let me get back to the above refrence.You know what I saw today..I caught a really really great film today, the movie was "Girls Interrupted"!You know the characther explains me alot.Tell you frankly I practically  share the charactheristic of the characthers"Diasy" and "Sussana"every word and every single motion they go through is similar to what Ive been through as well.When we are born, The innocence is slowly deprived as we grow up, the most important question I have here is, why, why do we  have to grow outta of our innocence?Sometimes I feel i need help of a professional phsyciatrist.What about my family?what would they think of me and how do i go about finding professional help.I feel so sick about myself

When this world of ours is woe and our glorious hope is dumb, this wonderful world says "GO", the Silent grave says "Come"

I have to go now!Till we meet again next time, do take good care of yourself, my diary!I would be back again.

SALINAH

*Salinah my characther from my new script "the red diary" is an anorexic patient jotting down her thoughts in her red diary.If you are interested in reading more about this script…do leave me your comment and I could continue in my next blog…If no one interested.the No choice have to close shop:)* Anishar Chintha