Cherished, the word most appropriate to be used for a start off …The song (Azgha, Bramanidham…: I asked god for a beauty like you to be my wife) from the film “Devathaiyai Kandain” (I saw an Angel)…was being played on the radio, the lyrics overtook me in terms of the music and made me ponder deep within as I evolved into the memories of 2yrs ago! In accordance to the motion of the lyrics, Life then proved to be the same (Wonderful, eternal…Everlasting) to a point, at times you wish to break away from this world and lay still in this eternal bliss… (Please press the forward button on the remote control), Because Life is never going to be still (Pause Button) its is going to continue playing on and amidst this run, you have to stay focused, determined and yes at times you would stumble upon those rough patches, but laying there, not wanting to move would only prove to be fatal for you, read my words FATAL! I am not proud of this fact; indeed, it is one of the more humiliating facets of my history in terms of commitment in relationship. People change, situation moulds the formation of a different mindset as we move along and as such it in turn becomes a positive approach or in some cases a negative approach in Life. Yeap…I had to go through this ugly state of Break-up and boy did I face up to the fact that I was extremely bad at Break-up..! I didn’t want to shove it to the Ex face that (WAKE UP), it’s about time we have to put a stop to this denial. I tried the avoidance methodology, which was not effective, trust me, it was horrible: trying to play Hide and seek. Next I attempted read between the line methodology: that at the start, proved to be working until I was lost, I came back to where I was, entangled in futhur Questions which were in need of my answers. Then I realized truth hurts but prolonging the outburst of the truth is nothing to be laughed about! HE decides everything! HE knows you deep within and the Niyath (Your intention) the Best and being THE MOST MERICUFL, HE helps you through the tides, Like the white flashes in screen to show transition into the next scene, my life took a great turn on that particular Day, when the truth was finally out…I didn’t plan it, neither did Ex expected this, but the THRUTH was finally out .The Horrible truth was finally out (Liked I mentioned: HE plans the act at the right time).Anger, fright, Hurt…it was one turmoil of emotion RIDE that we were facing up to. For that one particular moment, I was hoping the earth would just open up and swallow me whole…I didn’t want to be there, I did not want to face anyone or being stuffed with all those question which I myself was not TO SURE OF myself, all I wanted to blabber were these very sentence, I did not mean to do all this…but I became a victim of situation: To others it may seem lame, but to me…especially when I’m held up at a “Gun point” to blurt out the truth, at that very moment, all I wanted to do is to be bold and “force vomit” the whatever was in my heart:(the truth comes from the heart and the Lies come from the brain).After the confession, it felt like a ‘BLACK OUT”…like a sudden void in Life!(I hate that feeling).It all boils down to how the EX reciprocates to the “so called truth”. I have finally performed my self-centered act ohh so perfectly, awaiting to get the award for performance by my EX…THE AWARD OF: breakup was finally presented to me, as I “shaked” the hands of the EX, (I know I made it sound like we had a smooth transition in the name of Break up. but NO. it was not a slide through at all…I had to move on in Life! There is a stretch of path awaiting to be walked on and wonders to be discovered…Wait…what a coincident…just as I’m typing this out the song (Ninaithu Ninaithu Parthain:7G rainbow colony) is being played. I hate doing references from something out of the reel, but let’s face the fact…some portion of it are based on Life’s chronicles and we do at times, indulge into fantasies of being in a so called “reel Life”…but don’t overindulge. Snap outta it, cos Reality Bites! And as for the Best friend do matter to me; I should continue in my next blog…Migraine Rulez!!!