You are about to not understand the sentence which follows right after this because when conveyed directly from the heart, sentence construction tend to go haywire, so here I go into my mind boggling thoughts.
Prisoner in my own mind. Am I thinking of you? Where are there so many questions in my mind right now? Do I want to be rich? Jealousy leading to an evil mind! Shaiytan whispering into my ears. Trying to cling on to the words of GOD. Seeking for an empty mind to start afresh again. Denial! Do not put all the blames on me! I love my mum and want to listen to her, make her happy, but do I prove so? Money, do they matter? You questioned me and want the answer to be yours as well, do you hear me? I am not insane, if not I would not dabble on the fact on if I should end my sentence with a full stop or question mark! Trying not to make sense here, but am caught amidst the facts of reality.Dreams! Voices within! Why the hell am I using a spelling checklist now! Being afraid of the reflection staring at you. Join Pilot project. Pray daily, please do! Religion not only dressing up like one, being spiritually inclined, am I? Harped thought! Yesterday’s film, today’s inspiration.Mind so corrupted. Are you getting what I am saying? Hell I don’t care about you. Anishar Bte Chinthamathar.Ren Xi am thankful to. My blog is something new for me! Do I want you to follow up? Attention seeker! Pretend all my life. Quite about certain things .I hate you. Hate, do I have rights to? It is my entire fault. Sorry. Understand truly understand .I love you!Over the railing, sitting at
Labrador Park , all alone. My mentor, my school and all things beautiful. Close your eyes hold infinity in the, palm of your hand. Harpreet, Juriyah, Sharbinah, Junaidah, My sister, do you nod as you read along?? You, I know you are there! Illusion makes me happy for a while.Not making sense.good, am not suppose to. Felt a link? Cannot become a songwriter. Maggi Mee Goreng. Great photo-taking session. Wrong comment on weight lost. I am sorry; you look like arafaidah’s brother. Why the hell are you faking an expression? Do I know you? Shut up I do not want to know how you become in this position. As if I care! Feel lost. End of mind’s haywire thoughts.
Actually if I were to elaborate on the sentence above, I would probably be hurting myself and making a lot of people angry. In these ways, a lot of presumption and thoughts are going to on in your mind, yes you reading my blog…See if I have written about you. I certainly would have. Scan through above! Cranky Mood…
